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Artificial Abandonment


"Ironic, is it not?"

About

Artificial Abandonment is a song released by YonKaGor on March 25th, 2018. The song is about MelloRange's character, and is from their point of view. The song has not been released onto streaming platforms.

Lyrics

  • Original Version
  • 2024 Version

If I was really a treasure to you I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most Knowing you'll do the same as everyone I'll be removed and you will be gone "Please, don't ever try to leave me behind" But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie Seeing you laugh with the figures you love To all you call 'precious', replace me now In this world, we keep lusting for something new One day slowly all will forget with it too Finally, we'll crave for abandonment Then end up discarding ourselves If I was really a treasure to you I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most Scared that you'll do the same as everyone I have left you before it is done "Please, don't ever try to leave me behind" But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie That time you smiled next to me who you loved As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now And somehow your hand is now out of my reach My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak I lied that seeing your smile from afar Will always be enough for me And though, In this world we keep lusting for something new One day slowly all will forget with it too In the end, who craved for abandonment Was this creature I call 'myself'


Meaning

Artificial Abandonment is about attachment and abandonment issues, showing two characters in a struggling relationship. They wish to be abandoned, yet crave their company. In the end, the singer abandons the other, leaving them both alone.

It's important to note that this song is not based off of YonKaGor's perspective.[1]

Trivia

  • There are hidden codes in the music video, though most just translate out as "Bwekh!".
  • Artificial Abandonment is YonKaGor's first song to not be from their character's perspective, instead being centered Mello's character.
  • Artificial Abandonment was originally going to be included in the Paper Alibis EP, but was removed as it was not up to YonKaGor's standards at the time.[2]
  • Older YonKaGor songs such as Artificial Abandonment and Paper Alibis were influenced by Japanese lyric styles.[3]
  • Artificial Abandonment is YonKaGor's least favorite song they've produced.[4]
  • It was confirmed by Yon that Artificial Abandonment has no plans to be officially released to any streaming services.[5]
    • YonKaGor has remade Artificial Abandonment and played it live during 2024's Cease and Desist.[6]
  • Artificial Abandonment is the first YonKaGor song to not be in 4/4 time signature. Future songs to not be in 4/4 time signature are Dandelion, Circus Hop (partially), You'll Be Gone (partially), and I Still Create

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References

  1. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3iL1s104mOH8q7iQYDiesg/community?lb=UgxmxHCAC0OvCqocz5R4AaABCQ
  2. https://x.com/YonKaGor/status/1729306687700664440
  3. https://x.com/YonKaGor/status/1463049782847422469
  4. "stream practice no.1" - VOD unrecovered
  5. https://youtu.be/ZwFFWdwn4jk?si=89A5FUPTabo2dcEf
  6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSwyNXukO6Q